April 2012
173 posts
Friend: I understand what you're going through, I'm here for you.
Me (In my head): Do you really understand though? Do you spend all your time thinking of ways to kill yourself, thinking of how instead of looking both ways before crossing the road you could walk and make your death look like an accident so less people would be hurt by it? Do you spend all your night cutting and purging? Do you hate every inch of yourself? Do you go to sleep hoping you don't wake up in the morning? Because I'm pretty sure you don't, so no you don't fucking understand what I'm going through.
Me: Thanks.
The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. That no one ever messages you on facebook first or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the point where you don’t want to put in the effort with people who don’t put in any effort for you so you end up spending your life at home, never going anywhere.
25/04/2012
Day 1 of 52.
So my mom’s friend is gone for 2 ish months. Might as well take advantage of this :3
Rule #1. You don't assume.
I have to keep reminding myself.
Pushing people away, is what I'm good at.
withl0ve-tiffany:
It’s also a habit I need to break at times but thinking about it…it works. Why? Simple, I’ve aways just let people in and out of my life so easily that they end up leaving as easily without realizing or caring about the damage they leave behind. Pushing others away allows me to see who’ll stay out if I do push them away and who’ll still stay by my side despite me pushing them...
deathl-y:
...
When someone vents to you
and you’re left speechless. You want to be able to say something to make them feel better, but you can’t think of anything. All you can do is try to respond with something but then it seems like you don’t care. It sucks when someone is pouring their heart out to you, and you can’t do anything to fix it.
You're sitting at your desk, and you know it's...
supkyara:
feelingdropsofjupiter:
You cannot read this and not reblog this.
^agreed
